starting over

i did not have difficulty walking from my desk on the last day. what's to remember...to feel good about has all been let go of. a complete loss - ground zero. in fact, looking past the emptiness, i'm glad i could say that i tried to stay long enough to see through the changes. i can only give thanks to You that knowing this was coming, You opened a door for me. Although i don't know what's ahead, starting anew, i know that i'm in Your hands and must have faith that in each place You put me in, there's something new to learn and walk away with. i must say that being here, i didn't just learn excel (not!) :P; the soft skills and ability to not flinch or wince at drastic and horrifying changes are some things that came away with me. for better or worse (hopefully the former) ;)