angels cry...

phew...this is a damn powderful heartache song man
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I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

the beginning...of my goal

i got one of my long-time wishes fulfilled today. i'm officially a H*** before turning 30.

to be honest, i didn't expect this. when i came to planet z, i was merely looking for a harbour. who knew there would be such unexpected pleasant surprises.

i'm thankful, for this. to Father, for fulfilling my goal - you have really given me more than expected. thank You.

to family...to K for being patient, for being my pillar of strength, for being everything that you are.

resident evil

resident evil 4 is releasing in town on my bday!!!! :D yipee!!!

milla jovovich, ali larter, you rock!

calling houston...

*crackles*

houston...this is shuttle v calling. planet z's core is built on weak soil and has volatile temperature. At times, I had to walk round and round the planet just to attain my goal. The harbour we envisage from earth turned out to be a sandcastle which fell apart upon docking.

i did however achieve what i wanted here. in fact, things will be changing next week...pending big news. but what if it all turns out to be another sandcastle?

should i stay and fulfill my humility promise? over.

the standstill of time

I woke up this morning and found that my watch has stopped. 9.00am.

I asked my watch...are you too cold? I got a few um chios...

I resolved to find the same brand watchmaker to change its battery...and I eventually did...near the foot of a cathedral.

My watch is running again now...:D

standing at the intersection of winter turning to spring

I'm frozen at 13 degrees celcius without sufficient warm clothing. Uh oh...

It's wet and cold and kinda old school here...

Using my berry as my connection into the world of warmth without access to other websites...

turn right...moving on

~an inspired paragraph~

i asked my heart how she was doing and she refused to answer me
peeping in...i saw that she was broken into pieces
she said:
how could you...bear to do this to me again?
fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me
silently, i picked up the thread and attempted to mend her
with her looking like tatty teddy when i finished
i gave her a hug and said:
it doesn't matter how many times you break
what's important is you provided tlc to someone very important to me
and because of that, i treasure you
i can't see what's ahead
and i can't promise i won't break you again
but what i can promise to you,
is that you will live on
because another important someone, someday
will need you to be mended more than i can't bear to break you again...

kena poked

K's wonderful to q up more than 30min to try a "black black" dinner with me. (I think I should start singing "You look wonderful tonight"...haha) Though eventless, at least we now know never to go back again *bleah*

After dinner which left a bitter garlic aftertaste - for me only..:(, we went searching for the ulu ATM. We sillily went to the "other side", not knowing there was one within the mall. The "other side" was packed to the brim with people...and worst, there was a wedding roadshow "tented up" in our path. And...guess what?? We kena approached...again!! And this time, the salesman, seeing my nonchalence, actually "poked" my arm several times with the placard!!! OMG *slaps forehead*

Ok, I shouldn't grouse anymore and look on the bright side. :p there are advantages to looking the way I do (and no I'm not a freak in case you're thinking that. I just look good enough for wedding roadshows salesman to approach me all the time!!) haha. KNS huh?

Oh and one more thing. Jarene's sweet! I didn't expect but she really actioned on the apartments I'm looking for. :p thank you very much :D very detailed extract (?) Z / you have done. Let me see which one I should visit...

Aside to all these...I just want to write this down for my own memory...

If I were Perseus's shoes, I too, would have pined for Io (even if the hope of her re-living is zilch). Andromeda's great and pretty...but...oh well. Anyway, surprise surprise. Silly pining proved fruitful ;) I like it this way. I hope Life rewards the silly.

of fear and of faith

I got a shock today. Miss [working-nearby] told me that she just found out her husband cheated on her while he was on a 2 years overseas assignment. I wore a blank face, nodding at times as I listened to her...interjecting few short questions.

K asked me (with a slight tinge of impatience) why I'm so affected. I think she knows I will grow soft-hearted and cut [working-nearby] more slack...resulting in more shit for myself? Haha...

I guess I won't say I'm affected...but rather negatively inspired and sympathetic.

Look at it this way...if she gives up now, she will never know what it's like to forgive. By giving it a second chance, maybe it will last her a lifetime...or maybe it will end again.

Again, life is too short to start worrying or be afraid (other than the fear of motionary heights which I've been trying to overcome :p)

Applying Blossom's theory - Life is about suffering. We learn, live and love through suffering. I guess it's part and parcel of living.

Sometime ago, I wrote an entry about Blossom's suffering. At that point in time, it was really a rough patch for her...and even my heart went out to her.

Who would have expected that shortly after then, she made up her mind and roughed it out, giving love a second chance despite being hurt so terribly? I can't say she's 100% happy now...hearing that she still grouses. But at least she owns a life and legend of love through her suffering.

Fear can come knocking, unfailing faith will chase it away.

Turning dyslexic

have you ever read so much that when you hold another article up against your eyes...nothing makes sense to you anymore?

well...that is happening to me now. as i logged off my lappie at work, i hesitated at freeing the cable lock. i grabbed a printout and endeavour to read at home.

that never happened. i have eaten, i have bathed, i have attempted to grouse (but to no avail)....and here i am...sitting at my home lappie instead.

another look at work will probably drive me crazy. with soon-to-be 2 fte, why am i still working so hard? i have no idea. i just hope my boss does not end up as jerkarse-ky as the previous ones.

K seems to think he's doing fine...and will not be a jerkarse. actually, you know what? i think so too. let's hope we are both right.

what an accident...

approximately 3 months ago, my colleague TT (not durai! it's a girl) came to speak to me at my desk. she was quite animated and started flinging her hands as she spoke. suddenly, i felt her palms hit/brushed past my left ear...and guess what?? my ear stud fell out.

i never put it back in...reason being...i wanted to heal and to hold a promise...

but...everyone says it's really ridiculous that happened. K asked: how the hell did that happen coz instead of cutting you, she dislodged your stud??

haha...tell me about how the bukit timah cafe's toilet door could hit the left side of my eye first.

or maybe tell me about how while attempting to reconnect the clip-ons for my bumper, i managed to cut my arm...

the only commonality coming out of these accidents...people usually comment: what an accident!