my death yet again

It's tradition to write about the end of a r/s. well, at least when it's time to. i've been procrastinating on this draft. it's time i paid tribute.

- to you i will honour, for i will remember you for all that's beautiful -
the millionaire

"It's less colorful, lonelier and quieter (without you). trying to get used to the new lifestyle."

--> did you know it was black and white on silent in here for a long while?

"It's natural that we still have feelings for each other. The tough decision was made and we've survived thru (sic) the toughest/saddest days. I look forward to be frens (sic) - that's what we were before. It's very hard for me to say these, but I had to.

--> they say it's survival of the fittest. at the rate my heart survived death, i'd say it's more broken than fit.

"Our path has brought us here. It's painful. Fate may bring us together again in future, who knows. Now, (there's) no point when the problem will still creep (back) up."

--> Fate, is a game destiny plays. Turn it around, and I find love.

"I pray for strength and peace for you, and health for your parents"

--> and you, in my prayer, as i breathe my last to sleep.

words of promise

I never really liked pink except when i'm feeling like punk-rock. This song however gets to me in whatever mood I'm in ;)

~ I don't believe you ~

I don’t mind it
I don’t mind at all
It’s like you’re the swing set
And I’m the kid that falls
It’s like the way we fight
The times I’ve cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion’s there
So it’s got to be right
Right?

No I don’t believe you
When you say don’t come around here no more
I won’t remind you
You said we wouldn’t be apart
No I don’t believe you
When you say you don’t need me anymore
So don’t pretend to
Not love me at all

I still don’t mind at all
It’s like one of those bad dreams
When you can’t wake up
It’s like you’ve given up
You’ve had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You’ll come around
Right?

No I don’t believe you
When you say don’t come around here no more
I won’t remind you
You said we wouldn’t be apart
No I don’t believe you
When you say you don’t need me anymore
So don’t pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don’t stand there and watch me fall
Because I, because I still don’t mind at all

It’s like the way we fight
The times I’ve cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passions there
So it’s got to be right,
Right?

No I don’t believe you
When you say don’t come around here no more
I won’t remind you
You said we wouldn’t be apart
No I don’t believe you
When you say you don’t need me anymore
So don’t pretend to
Not love me at all

I don’t believe you

can't smile without you...

slowly invading my mind during dinnertime was a song that sounds too great to reject...

i kept humming but couldn't place my finger on the song name, nor the movie i heard it in..

thanks to my all-time favourite trawler...i'm glad to present you with...Barry Manilow from Hellboy! haha...

~Can't smile without you~

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh, and I can't sleep
I don't even talk to people I meet
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

You came along just like a song
You brightened my day
Who'd believe you were part of a dream
That only seemed light years away

And you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

Some people say the happiness wave
Is somethin' that's hard to find
Into the new leavin' the old behind me
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

Into the new, leaving the old behind me
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

You must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

Halloween

This entry has nothing to do with Halloween. Well, almost.

Almost nothing to do with Halloween - except for the fact I was coerced into dressing as one of the Lord of the Rings character by my dear partners in crime at the D&D. And guess what, it turned out that I resembled a Matrix character more than a character out of Lord of the Rings... so I just brought along my sunnies and voila! I'm Matrix character of the night. Michelle C's cousin commented my hair wasn't slicked back enough. But I thought it was good enough - given it was a last minute kinda gig. :p

Oct has been an eventful month. Pending big news. Confirmed news include my new s* who is now 2 weeks old. As for the rest...let's just see what comes. I don't know what to feel, the situation's kinda weird, so I won't talk about it either...

What else is new in Oct? Oh, I'm officially in my last year of 20-s. So sayonara big 2-0. And welcome - small 3-0 :p

Oh! And I experienced the passing of Typhoon Melor in Japan. Apparently, according to the streaming katakana and hirgana on TV, we were in the Eye of the storm. But....there was really not much excitement and (thankfully) no bodily hurt.

We only got the electricity cut off a few times, saw fallen branches, bikes, overturned brollies and lotsa fallen (albeit reluctantly) leaves. We also suffered the inconvenience of strong wind and rain for a couple of days before the big-T.

Well, that pretty much summarises what has happened in the last month. I'm just looking forward to Nov, because...it's one month away from all the holiday cheer! ;)